Well look at this, I am totally surprising myself on this front. Working from home makes me uber productive. Not only did I crank out some work, I also changed my sheets, did laundry, cleaned my apartment, grocery shopped and headed to a night shift at the running store.
I am starting to wonder where this energy is coming from. I am quite baffled at how I am doing it all but then I realize this is something I would have NEVER been able to do when I was sick. An ED does rob you of life, it takes away priorities, makes living that much harder. I don’t have to focus on that part of me now, things just click, I get much more done. It feels good to be at that point. I also don’t mean to complain as much as I do. I want to work on this, I think complaining is something I do out of habit rather than actually being miserable. Heck, I tend to smile more these days than I ever have but then complain more than I ever had. Bad bad habit.
As I prepare for a long shift at the running store on this lovely Saturday, I am throwing out some it’s ok to kick off this weekend.
It’s ok… that this morning’s run will feel glorious on freshly rested legs. Never let that myth that rest days are not needed get in your heads friends. Rest days are amazing.
It’s ok… that I am having trouble believing we will have this hurricane or even bad weather come our way. Yes some drizzles, but I highly doubt what people are predicting. Maybe I am just stubborn. (Knock on wood for all of this) I could also just be in denial. Running on the treadmill, while super easy because there is a gym in my building, will stink butt. I also did not do the whole ‘stock up’ thing so… who is planning on rescuing me if this thing goes down? I will just make A come over, with her dog and lots of Disney movies. Maybe this storm should happen.
It’s ok… that the dentist neglected to tell you this crown procedure takes THREE trips to him. Aka I still have two more left. Aka I want to sucker punch him.
It’s ok… that when you read your name on other blogs you can’t help but smile. Gosh, you people out there make my day.
It’s ok… if you are slightly freaking out about starting to work on job applications again. I have no idea what I will do after this year is up, I know I will be allowed to stay for another year and who knows, I may do that. But right now I want options. But boy do I hate the whole resume, cover letter thing. I suck at promoting myself.
It’s ok… that you miss your mom a lot right now and despite being super busy are strangely lonely.
It’s ok…that my stomach has been having major issues this week meaning I am back to the basics. I am looking closely at what I eat and hoping to get my stomach back to a better state. Operation tackle nasty stomach begins. Because right now I am in more pain than ever.
I am in a better mood just by getting that all out. Bring on a weekend of work!
Questions: What is ok about your Saturday? What is your feeling on bad weather?