MIMM: Back At It

I am welcoming this Monday with open arms. No particular reason but I am ready for a new week, a week of my head in the game and my thoughts grounded. Last week was a particular rough one for me. Between the procedure, the unpredictable work schedule and lack of appetite – it was anything but smooth. This week I am vowing to start fresh with mini goals already set for this week. Healthy Diva knows how to start a Monday off right so yet again I welcome her amazing MIMM theme. (Even a little twitter birdie mentioned a possible Diva Blog retreat oh my!) 

Marvelous… My body is craving running yet again. Last week, while I pushed through, I had more unpleasant runs than nice ones. However, this week I am feeling getting in those miles, I am feeling some nice solid training. Bring on the 545 am mornings! (I did my own personal distance record on Sunday with 14 miles, I know for some marathoners out there that isn’t a big deal at all but for this half marathon chick, it felt bomb to do!)

Marvelous… my work schedule this week is even crazier! But all for a good reason. Mentor sessions start meaning I am in the classroom with the students at night three nights this week facilitating the mentor sessions. I have been itching to meet all the ninth graders so while I am kind of freaking out, I am using the tips my coworkers have taught me. I know I may look their age but gaining respect is first and foremost. Even the older students in BUILD gave me tips, unfortunately I have not been practicing my rapping. Working on it… 

Marvelous…I had an interview for my second job I wanted to take on. It went well and I find out tonight or tomorrow if I got it. Even better, it isn’t that big of a time commitment. I may not make a ton but it will at least be some extra money for bills and groceries. That would mean so much to me. Crossing my fingers!

Marvelous… that this upcoming Saturday I was given so much trust I am nearly peeing my pants. This Saturday is another mentor training session but the head of the E1 program (aka my manager) can’t come. So guess who is leading the whole training? This girl! My site boss said she thought I was up to the challenge and while it will be a packed house, she trusts I can handle the room with ease. I was beaming! Bonus news… because we have been working each Saturday I have this Friday and next Friday off. (I am trying to convince my mom to visit in two weekends aka the first week of October eeeeekkkkkk!!!!!!)

Marvelous… my work had a bank presentation that is giving my coworkers and I over $150 dollars in rewards if we join this bank. Hello, amazing. We are all joining and either canceling it after the two months or keeping it if it that much better. I am glad my coworkers understand the joy of free stuff. Non-profit problems for sure. Apparently, some comes in quick cash give back but some of it goes towards our favorite stores. I am thinking Whole Foods or Trader Joe’s… yep both I wish I could shop at but have yet to have money to do so.

Marvelous…that I forced myself to set some mini goals for this week. I don’t want another repeat of last week so I really needed to write out some goals, really needed to. I think the more short term, week long ones were more realistic for me. Crossing my fingers I stick it out. You know what, scratch that, I know I will stick it out.

Marvelous… (while I may lack time to watch tv, Hulu is a life saver) that all new series are starting up. I actually really can’t watch tv during the week but knowing I have the weekend nights to catch up on them makes me very happy. I love The Office, Modern Family and some of the newer ones that are appearing. Fall I am welcoming you.

Marvelous… I saved money yet again at the grocery store and even made a new purchase. Kabocha squash, yep 88 cents a pound so I knew I needed to try a small one. Holy moses it was good, I actually think I like it more than butternut squash surprisingly. I am kicking myself for not buying more. Sadly, my grocery hauls have been kind of pathetic because with such a small budget I really can’t get all I want. Sad but true. One day I will have the ability to fill my fridge and pantry, winning the lottery would be welcomed.

Marvelous… that my GI doctor is wanting and willing to help me ease my digestion issues. He definitely saw a problem with the fact that a. I am in pain, b. I am not digesting food and c. there is really no known diagnosis beyond celiac and severe IBS. But what I want to hit on, is that this is the first time I am 100% open with a doctor. My past ED ways made doctors appointments hell. I would lie, I would squabble and I would get nothing out of them. Doctors were not my strong point as with anyone who has ever had an ED can relate to. This time I came in with a full food log and went into detail (with everything included) about my past ED. I wanted him to know everything so that this problem could be solved. This was such a big deal for me and I couldn’t be happier I did it. I did feel vulnerable and kind of embarrassed about the stupidity of my past but then I remembered all that matters is that I moved forward from that. That is no longer me and I can be proud of that but must also own up to the destruction I did to my body. 

Whoa… as you can see I am really taking those articles to heart. Humor helps every bad mood, so does some amazing blogger support.

Questions: What is marvelous about your Monday? Do you like doctors? 

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72 Responses to MIMM: Back At It

  1. Good for you with being honest with the doctors!! Whenever they ask me questions I’m like of course I don’t drink or eat brownies or skip the gym for netflix. I really hope you get some answers! I cannot imagine dealing with something like that while starting to work. Skipping class was one thing, but asking time off for the doctors… this I am scared to do!
    xo

    • Hahaha so true, I mean what do they want us to say to that? So true, I have been super sensitive about asking for time off which is why I usually plan the stuff at night so I don’t need to skip work. either that or go into work feeling like poop. Blah.

  2. I’m taking your MIMM and raising you a WOW!! Thumbs up to all of it but especially starting your week out with a great mentality, being open with your doctor (it’s probably why he’s eager to help — he can see that you’re putting in the effort and want to make a change for the better — I hope you get some answers!!). I will keep my fingers crossed for your leadership op and your potential job. Let me know what you hear!
    It’s great to have you back, girl!! Love reading your posts and visualizing your smile!

  3. I’m glad you’re being so open with your doctors!! That is definitely key. I really hope they can get you fixed up. Also, SO HAPPY that you are being trusted to run the mentor training session! I know you’ll rock it. Good luck on the job girl! I really hope you get it.. So much less stress!!

  4. First of all, that picture of the cat made me lol. Secondly, I’m so proud of you for being honest with your doctor! I remember when it used to feel like I lived in the doctor’s office and I would always dread going. But it’s not like that anymore, and it sounds like you’ve gotten past that point too. Congrats for getting there.

  5. No I don’t like doctors!! But they are helpful and smart, so I guess I like them a wee bit. :) Here’s to hoping you have a better week! And that’s totally awesome about all your job stuff!!

  6. I like this MIMM, I’m glad you were honest with the doc and that he’s going to help you get through these food issues. IBS and celiac are no fun (I don’t have either but have friends who do, and I have had my share of tummy troubles). Hopefully you will get the second job too, and you never know, with leading these trainings you could get a promotion or raise at work soon and maybe that would help with some of the money woes too?

  7. I am so pumped for Fall shows to start again! Modern Family, New Girl, Dexter, the list goes on :) Happy Monday!

  8. 1.Congrats on your Leader position! You will kick ass!
    2. Yay for Kabocha squash. I just got one as well and hope to cook it tomorrow!
    3. I developed really bad IBS last march and have been the same ever since- I feel your pain and it sucks. I hope it gets better! I know I talked to Gena over at choosing raw and she said hers took a couple years to go away (crossing my fingers mine will too).
    4. We need to have a coffee date soon! Email me what your schedule is like!

    Have a great week!

    • Hm I am interested, what has helped your IBS. I seriously have never done anything to tame it so I have no clue really what it is or how to deal with it. I need to get more kabocha squash, where did you get yours?

  9. Ugh…doctors. I’ve never been a fan, especially once I got my ED. I definitely lied to and danced around my doctor (even though I was seeing her almost weekly for a while) to keep any sort of diagnosis at bay. I’m better with them now though.

    That’s awesome about the leader position! You’ll own that shit! :-D

  10. fingers crossed for that job! sure everything went well. and it’ll be nice to have extra money when you walk that 3 miles to TJ’s. ;) but yeah I’m still not a fan of doctors. but I’m glad you’re strong enough to tell him your past!! :)

  11. Nice going on the new PDR- 14 miles is great!! And enjoy that $150…sometimes it’s nice to spend without thinking twice :D

  12. This is a really marvelous post! I hope you get the second job! I can relate to being excited about the sale prices on squash now at the grocery! Your doctors sound great! I’m impressed you were able to be honest with them. I’m glad to hear your mom’s articles are affecting you so well!

    Tomorrow will be marvelous for me because I’m planning a long walk with my husband to buy new shoes for our daughter. Then if I have time, I want to bake bread and a pumpkin pie. I also took a week off from doing yoga every day and I’m excited that now I’m just feeling like I want to do it again. I miss it. It makes my body feel good and stretched out throughout the day. I like to do it! I’m not just doing it because I feel like I have to.

  13. Wow 14 miles is huge!!! I tired trying that in my car! I hope everything works out with your doctors trip. I had major back surgery when I was 16 and saw a lot of Doctors. Some awful and some amazing. Never hestitate to get a second opinion and go with your gut.
    I hope your mum comes to see you.
    And congrats on leading the presentation! Sounds amazing! You can do it!!

  14. I know what you mean about the whole doctor thing…it used to be the same for me. I would be scared to tell them anything because I didn’t want them to stick me back in the hospital. But now that I have found an awesome doctor and am ready to face the facts and such, I can be so much more open and honest. Besides, I never really got anywhere by not being honest with them or myself. <3

    • It is so true, it really depends on where you are in your recovery. I am just at that point where I know I am far along and am ready for some real help with nothing to hide. IT is also nice to have nothing to hide!

  15. O gosh I am seriously so glad you have the strength to be honest with your doctor! I know so well how tough this can be and to be honest,I’ve never truly managed that myself yet. Way to go,Alex!

  16. 14 miles is huge, great job!! Also, good luck with the second job and all your awesome responsibilities this week!! Have a wonderful week!

  17. Way to go with work, running, and your health!

  18. Great to hear that your week is off to a better start! I’ve always loved Mondays, because even though you have to go back to work/school, it’s always felt like a clean slate. Hope this week will be a good one for you :)

  19. Your week is off to a MARVELOUS start and I love it!

    I am crossing my fingers for you on the job! Hoping you get the job!

    I hope to your GI doctor can help you! <3

  20. I’m so proud of you!!!! This post makes me so unbelievably happy for you. Seriously. Also it CRACKED ME UP. I love fall tv too! Thinking of and praying for you this week! xoxo

  21. yayy so happy for you! everything sounds so marvelous! You are going to rock on Saturday!! And that is awesome you were so open with your doctor, it will definitely help him help you properly!

  22. love the goal setting! i love spending some time thinking about things i want to accomplish. i’m sending you good vibes for news from your job interview!!!

  23. Thats so awesome that you have a good relationship with your doc. Ive only had one doc Ive really trusted. The rest just really dont take me seriously. They look at me and go your a perfectly healthy 23 year old. And Im like if I was healthy would I be here?! lol

  24. I am so happy you are getting the help you need with your GI issues! You will get better I know it!

  25. Good luck with the second job! I hope you get it :D and I’m with ya on the squash – YUM!!!

  26. aww I totally know what you mean about being open with Doctors. I had a blood circulation problem last year around this time and it was scaring my parents lol so when I went to the Dr he full out questioned me and made me feel very comfortable talking about what exactly was going on. And wow 5:45am!? I used to do that in college haha

  27. I’m jealous of your 14 miles because I was supposed to do 14 on Saturday but I had to stop at 7 because I got caught in heavy rain, which made it feel about 15 degrees colder and my arms and legs went numb. -_- So the farthest I’ve run remains 13.12mi.

    It sounds like things are going great for you at work–congrats on that! And I hope you get that second job, too.

    It’s good to hear that your doctor is willing to work with you on your digestion issues. Hopefully that will get all sorted soon. :)

  28. That cat pic is fabulous. I actually know people who have a super furry cat like that (his name is Dude). Dude got a hair cut last week and looks EXACTLY like that.

  29. This may be one of my favorite posts from you!!! I love hearing all of these marvelous things happening your way girl! 14 MILES IS AWESOME, and there isn’t a doubt in my mind you won’t be ready come Marchhhh!!!!

    Fingers crossed for your job situation. You better e-mail me asap and let me know if you got it or not missy!!!

  30. I love your marvelous monday posts. So cool. congratulations on your interview. I’m totally crossing my fingers for you.

    I’m glad your joining the bank. Hello, free money. It’s time to go shopping!

  31. Ahhhhhhh congrats on the PDR!! I think I like PDRs more than PRs. I mean, don’t get me wrong, PRs are awesome, but I feel like PRs are 50% training and 50% luck. You can be totally physically ready to PR but if the course is crowded, the weather sucks, your body decides it doesn’t want to run that day–no dice. PDRs, though, are almost entirely within your own control. I always feel SO proud of myself when I PDR. Way to go, girl!!

  32. 14 miles is a huge accomplishment! You should be so proud. And good luck! I hope you get that job!

  33. Congrats on the new PDR and leadership position!! You will do great. As a teacher, I also have the ‘problem’ of looking young but all is good when you earn their respect!

  34. I like the “If it is meant to be, it will happen” photo! I like doctors for the most part….but I really dislike health insurance (such a pain)

  35. I’m so glad you were able to be honest with your doctor!! It makes all the difference! :) I “like” doctors okay… but I hate having to go to them!

  36. I’m so excited for the new shows too.
    And yay for Kabocha! You need to stock up next time.
    I’m happy to hear you were able to be honest with your doctor, it is SO important to trust your doctor. I am always 100% honest. Which was hard at first since she is actually a family friend. But, I realized I just end up screwed over in the end if I’m not honest with my health.

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