Literally and figuratively. Since traveling home let’s just say things have been less than ideal.
- Rain down the Cape today and tomorrow. No beach for me.
- Puking all night last night at home and thought I was good. An hour into my run couldn’t believe the nauseous that hit me. Enter more sickness. Today I feel like I have been run over by a large bus or truck. Seriously. I am a mess.
- I realize I am carrying a lot of anxiety. I randomly broke down to my mom. I feel like I can’t catch up. I am sick of getting sick. Gr.
- I have done nothing I actually needed to do for errands in town and now that I am down the Cape I can’t. This makes me even more stressed.
- I think I may have a tooth problem, I can’t bite down on the left side of my mouth. Wow my timing is ideal lately.
- My mom can see I am stressing hardcore. I think she wishes she could come down and help get me settled, take me grocery shopping, etc but just knows it is nearly impossible right now with her work.
- I HATE MY FREAKING STOMACH. That is all.
I hate that I am complaining, while I am home, while I am with my family. I just wish I felt better.
I kind of want to delete this post because I don’t like this attitude I have at all. Instead I will just hit publish and know it can only go up from here.
Questions: What turns your mood around?
Oh man sorry to hear about all the anxiety and the tooth issues too!
I hope things turn around pronto for you my friend! <3
Usually a disney movie turns my mood around…that or coloring books haha
ME TOO I am such a coloring books person.
Ugh, I hope you feel better soon! And tooth issues are awful – not being able to chew = worst nightmare.
I am super worried I ruined a filler. I hate tooth problems.
Alex, I’m so sorry! Don’t ever think about deleting stuff like this. You need to get it out and deserve to as well. Cheer up buttercup <3
This made me smile. From ear to ear.
Im sorry so much stuff is goin wrong right now! You know what they say, when it rains it pours! But all that means is you’re due for some good things real soon! I can’t believe you went runnIng after a night of puking though !!! That’s nuts!!!
When it rains it pours so freaking true in this case. Your comment just made me laugh. Love the bright side of things.
Getting sick is a bummer, but maybe on the bright side, cherish the fact that your family is there
Ha, I am no fun when I am sick though. Bathroom is more of my friend. Lame
Well feel better
Well, I hope you feel better real soon. Like right now.
Aw your so sweet, thank you!
I’m so sorry that you feel bad!
that has to suck so bad being at home and not being able to enjoy it. Hoping you start feeling better soon!
Me too! Thanks for the thoughts.
Ohh my sweet dear Alex, cheer up
If it makes you feel any better, I’ve been having a toothache too.. and also thinking a cavitiy has falling out or something?? The hubs keeps telling me to see a dentist, but I haven’t.. I secretly love complaining to him every other day about it 
haha.
I wish i could fly to Maine right now and give you a big hug & a giant basket of fresh watermelon, oh & some gummy bears too
I know, family time is what I should remember is the best. i hate the dentist with a passion so avoid it all cost but i seriously think something is wrong. i wish you could be with your mom too.
ughhh… so my computer decided it no longer wants to connect to the internet ((but will work on my phone.. which is what i’m on right now)). i may be mia until i can figure it out! i’ve seriously been working on it since yesterday afernoon. I’m thinking about throwing it out the window to be honest!!
That stinks! I hate when I can’t use my computer and I really want to. Luckily I found that the house we are staying in has wifi! I can’t believe it is already Saturday. I don’t want to go back to Dc Monday!
It’s so weird, our old computer works ((just not a fan of being on it)), and my phone works fine.. but for some reason the new computer just stopped connecting. it keeps saying “limited connection”. i’ve google and googled, and NOTHING WORKS!!
Ahhh.. Oh i have an idea, how about you take a flight to Kuwait instead of D.C. Just act like you boarded the wrong one
Genius idea I know!!
What a brilliant idea, haha. I wish. i bet it is beautiful there.
Thank you! So sweet, I hope things start to turn around. (as it continues to pour outside…)
Oh no! Bless your heart! I really do hate it when my tummy is not right. I hope you feel better!
I know, my luck with my stupid stomach.
I’m so sorry to hear that you’re having such a hard time
B*tch away though…release the tension! Life is black and white (with some grey mixed in) so after this tough time a happier/better time will soon come
Aw thanks I hope things start to look up too!
oh crap, im sorry to hear that everything went different than expected! you looked forward to being home so much!!! chin up though and try to make the best of it still. whats with all the stomach troubles? any idea why specifically now? you only had watermelon and grilled veggies i thought?
I think I may have eaten gluten, that is always a possibility. I finally realize how badly I am allergic so when I eat it whoaaaaa. Got to roll with the punches though.
I’m just reading this now, but I strongly believe that anxiety and stress doesn’t truly hit and effect us until we “wind down”…sometimes that is on vacation. On vacation or time away you let your defenses down and the anxiety and/or stress you’ve been keeping at bay can just overwhelm. This is what usually happens to me, which is why I tend to get sick or have other physical ailments when I take a break from a stressful period at work or school (which SUCKS because the break is necessary to help you not feel that way). Hope you rebound quickly and enjoy your time at home!!!
me too, it just hit me hard and I doubt i will have time to fully recover till next weekend. eek.
Sometimes you’ve gotta let it all out!
I hope it’s been better. guess I’ll find out while I read the rest of your posts I missed. hehe
I love how you go on these commenting sprees!!