These came way too easily. I mean I know I have a lot of good going on, but sometimes we just need that vent or say that fleeting desire for a change. Another Tuesday…
I would trade… that nagging feeling of being talked about for a straight up confrontation. For some reason, yesterday I just got this overwhelming fear that I wasn’t being trusted and that for some reason they were assuming actions they think I made. No, not work related (thank god) but still I feel like it is a gang up of two against one. They have someone to confide in 24/7 while I am here feeling like they think did something. I am so paranoid about stuff like this and now I feel super guilty. Gah!
I would trade… big girl problems for everything being taken care of. In reality, I kind of feel accomplished doing it all myself. Called the electrical company yesterday along with Comcast (kill me now), wrote out all the expenses and starting making lists of what to do before Friday. Sad part, I am fully packed. It will be one car load and that is all.
I would trade… this slammed work week for last week’s work week. Why oh why did I not cherish last week’s slower pace? This week I work early today for an all day training and then a special presentation. Wednesday I work all day then have a night time field day for the students till 7. Thursday I have a mentor recruitment open house till 7 pm as well. Basically living at the office. That means all my packing will be done by tomorrow.
I would trade… the shop each night because I have no room for food deal I have been swinging this past week. For me, this is tough because while I am spending a lot less on food, I am generally getting less food and not always too thrilled with what I get. I like being able to create a nice dinner but I have just been having to throw stuff together because of this. I mean bonus, I have saved money so therefore a big shop next Friday in my own place will feel so nice.
I would trade… my mom’s constant ‘ooh I wish you were here’ to actually being there. She has been going into small stores at home like TJ Maxx and Bed Bath and Beyond to see what she can find for me. Every time she calls she says this same thing and I always say back I WISH I WAS THERE TOO. Miss her a whole lot. She has been so patient and loving lately, I would not be sane without her.
I would trade… my lackluster social life for some fun. I hope that my own place will encourage me to do more things because right now I work, blog, sleep, run and repeat. Kind of lame. Even seeing a movie sounds super appealing.
I would trade… the no show packages (dang apartment complex) for some of my giveaway awesomeness to arrive. I have some great things coming that I have won but nothing has arrived yet. Sad face.
I would trade… my Sunday night for a rewind. We all have those nights that you just wish you could erase, enter that night. Eh, too much on my mind so luckily I am choosing to move on. Or at least I keep repeating this to myself so that I actually do!
Questions: What would you trade up this Tuesday? Any huge worries that are plaguing your mind right now?