It’s official. Signed and deposited for an apartment. Next door to where I am now basically. It is much more than I ever thought I would be spending, much more than I am comfortable with spending. I actually started bawling on the phone with my mom. The guilt is crazy, my anxiety was out of control.
I will be real. This place is amazing. It is a great price for what it is but thanks to rent control I get an awesome deal, plus half the month rent off in August. And I move in next Friday. Add in fitness center, indoor pool and lots of young people with a common area to hang out. Holy shiz. Why cry Alex?
I was luckily reminded by a good friend that this is temporary, I can afford this, my parents are willing to help out a little, I am smart with money. I need to breathe and be happy with what I just did, not beat myself up that I couldn’t find a better deal.
Woof, lots of emotions. Luckily, I will be saving a lot by getting second hang furniture or even free furniture.
Now who wants to help me move!