Kind of crazy it is July already. I am always looking forward to Mondays though, have to thank Healthy Diva for this one.
Marvelous… this week is a short work week due to the holiday. While I have zero plans for the fourth, I know I will need the few days to pack and get ready for my business trip. Can’t believe I leave in six days. Bizarre.
Marvelous… sweaty run this morning. I think I may be over tired, anxious and stressed because my runs have been joyous.
Marvelous… I am officially the E1 Program Assistant at my job. The person I was shadowing has left, meaning it is just me. Nerve racking for sure but at least I feel like I am not stepping on toes anymore as I begin to recruit mentors.
Marvelous… babysitting family that hired me as an occasional nighttime babysitter for them this year. I found them through Care.com and got to meet them yesterday. Kids are adorable, family is super nice and they live a block away. Score!
Marvelous… blog post. I don’t really follow this blog but I saw this post in my reader and wanted to share it. For those at this stage, this is certainly a recovery read.
Marvelous… I have actively trying to change my mindset. Lately, I have had the all or nothing thoughts. If I even do one little thing that I deem as wrong or a failure, I completely shut down. That was last week, all last week. This week I started off yesterday with the thought that I would make this week better. I would be more on top of my stomach issues, I would be more on top of my daily schedule. Let’s see if I can put this to work.
Marvelous… I have had some really good conversations with my mom. She is worried. Granted, I know when she talks to me I am stressed and/or anxious but we really have talked a lot about some deeper issues we haven’t discussed ever. I need that sound board and that mom to keep me grounded. I am so thankful for these chats right now.
Marvelous… I got to Bikram yesterday. I really almost bailed just out of pure disgust with myself. Do you have those days where everything feels gross/wrong/just blah? That was me. But instead of wallowing I got my butt through that door and went. I was happy I did as I walked out drenched and smiling.
Marvelous… that while I didn’t get the alone time I needed this weekend, I did gets some reflection time on my runs. I was disappointed to not just be able to chill out but I know that will all come in time as I get my own place. Let’s just hope that happens soon. I am ready to kill someone over this search.